“Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.”
Dr. Seuss
well i saw a picture of them together and she looked kinda fat. shouldn't make me feel better but it does... damn almost '10 and still going strong... what the fucking shit. need a move. a change. a shaved head?
damn.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
it hurts
“Love is like energy. It can never be created nor destroyed...it is just always there. You just have to realize that fact and you have to learn that as soon as you stopped loving him in the way you did that love left to somewhere else. Now all you have to do is find out where that love went. That love went to whoever the next person in your life will be. That next person could be one of your friends or someone you might dislike, you just have to find that out.”
Ian Philpot
Ian Philpot
Sunday, November 1, 2009
major fuck up 09
well its that time
to make a real change
the fool is in love with someone else
he's gone
and on top of the matter i fucked up big
too much to drink
blackout
naked
ew
oh god no.
and its not the first time
it needs to be the last time
i recieved a true heart of friendship
i'm going to keep it in mine
no drinking for a time
a long time
one day at a time
slowly fix it
there are better ways
there's so much more to life
jesus i keep typing 'time'
that's the issue
i'm sick, taking pills
greatful that i'll get better
sometime
with the fool in the arms of a real love i'm left looking at myself
i don't want to fall in love
i just started getting sex on a semiregualr basis without getting hurt or having a relationship... which is idealy what i want right now... but what would be great would be to meet someone i just couldn't help but fall for. looking for a 'soulmate' haha
right
cautiously optimistic
just got to remember i've got alot to do
while everyone else gets distracted
put together something for everyone
a place where love doesn't die
strength that won't let others give in
a place called home
the front porch to beat all front porches.
i can have a heart big enough to forgive
i can have a mind strong enough to know when to let go
and when to hold on
i can hold them all in my arms and not feel loss or lost
just to find someone to hold for a moment is amazing enough
to be allowed to share in it is the proof of humanity
be the change you want to see in the world
be your own hero
be impeccable with your word
don't take anything personally
don't make assumptions
always do your best
to make a real change
the fool is in love with someone else
he's gone
and on top of the matter i fucked up big
too much to drink
blackout
naked
ew
oh god no.
and its not the first time
it needs to be the last time
i recieved a true heart of friendship
i'm going to keep it in mine
no drinking for a time
a long time
one day at a time
slowly fix it
there are better ways
there's so much more to life
jesus i keep typing 'time'
that's the issue
i'm sick, taking pills
greatful that i'll get better
sometime
with the fool in the arms of a real love i'm left looking at myself
i don't want to fall in love
i just started getting sex on a semiregualr basis without getting hurt or having a relationship... which is idealy what i want right now... but what would be great would be to meet someone i just couldn't help but fall for. looking for a 'soulmate' haha
right
cautiously optimistic
just got to remember i've got alot to do
while everyone else gets distracted
put together something for everyone
a place where love doesn't die
strength that won't let others give in
a place called home
the front porch to beat all front porches.
i can have a heart big enough to forgive
i can have a mind strong enough to know when to let go
and when to hold on
i can hold them all in my arms and not feel loss or lost
just to find someone to hold for a moment is amazing enough
to be allowed to share in it is the proof of humanity
be the change you want to see in the world
be your own hero
be impeccable with your word
don't take anything personally
don't make assumptions
always do your best
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