figure it the fuck out chica

no more contact.

let it go.

enough.

fuck me

well yeah that's how it goes.

am i in actuality a total whore?

alright i'll expand
for the sake of my memory

i went home for the holiday
first saw a big group of my old guy friends
one of them (one of my besties ex) i believe tried to kiss me--
but i squashed it fast
then i made out with one of my old girlfriends for a good while
then
saw the guy i want
had him
dragged out my time there
saw many a good old school peep
left in the cover of night
(lacking a goodbye kiss)
then receive a text message from one of my old friends
i had almost taken his virginity years ago
and he still regrets it not happening
not that he's still a virgin or anything
he's pretty sexy though
damn

there is even one big awful thing i did.
but its a secret.