a night of peace

i got sick and it gave me a reason to be able to stay home.
rest
i keep pushing myself
i need rest

i've been fairly certain i'll never find my equal
i've been in love
but the people have rarly been my equal
i've been protecting myself-?

fulfillment ends
i have to pursue joy
which comes with pain

i have been

right...

i have, been right.

oh rest
silence

empty hands without remorse.